in response to FROGLADY... Thank you so much for the information you shared with me. I called the welfare office and asked them about the car situation and I am not illigable for this program since I do not get food stamps or cash.I am signed up for the Leap program but haven't heard from them as of yet. I don't have any other options. I really need to get a job for the winter, I need to work. Working really helps me keep my mind off of my problems.
There are other things in my life that I didn't share with you. Since 1996 I was in a relationship with a long time friend and I lost him last Sept. I miss him so much. Frank was my brother's friend growing up, in 1996 I ran in to him at his sister's wedding. We started dating but I didn't know he had a alchole and drug problem. I stuck by him and helped him get off the drugs and boose. Three years before he passed he turned his life around and gave up his former life. I was so proud of him but the life he lead for so many years took a tole on his heart. I just feel lost! I loved him so much. When I was 16 I had a crush on Frankie but he never gave me a second look.
When we started seeing each other in 1996 I asked him what was wrong with me when I was a kid. He told me that since I did not do drugs I didn't fit in to his life style. He told me that his life would have been so much better if he would have choosen me instead of the life he was leading at the time.
When I lost Bill I was scared because I wasn't sure I could raise the boys by myself. Times were tough but we all made it through. Loosing Frankie is different.I am scared now because I fear growing old alone! Where I live there are no neighbors and I am so scared that something will happen to me (MS related) and no one will know.
Again, thank you for your advise. God Bless you, Bobbi