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Schmidty
 in response to char6...   Stifled.I can see some restriction of launguagelike swearing and what not, it's that what not that some people want to trim down to nothing so that we will do work and not say anything.Hope your day goes well.
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Anonymous
 in response to Schmidty...   Seriously what ever happened to free speech?
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Hoping for a Miracle
My mind is almost in the state of pure confusion.. so much has whirled around my head and heart for the past week of wishing it would all just stop and go away and everything would be all peachy and normal and it just keeps coming at me. I'm so tired of walking the floors, crying, worrying, spazzing out, loosing it, begging, pleading, explaining myself ,I think I have finally reached the point of laying down and giving up. I believe in the power of prayer and I thank each and everyone of you who have sent and said prayers for me they mean the world to me. I'm just really going to stop and sit and wait for all the walls to tumble as I feel I have done all I can..So I sit here and read all the back and forth comments that is going on and not pointing fingers at anyone but we all are responsible for our own lives and how we live them and how we live them is how we chose for them to turn out in one way or the other.. we all have to take blame for all the downfalls in our own lives and I am the first to stand up and say my life is the way it is as because I chose it and this is just the way it came out .. even when things wasnt done on purpose or by mistake or just done.. its my life and Im the one running it and living it so Please can we all just get along and take responsibility for what we do, say, and how we choose to live. I love everyone and the words of wisdom and the help and prayers that were offered to me.. but The back and forth really needs to just stop and lets all just take responsibility for our own downfalls, yes economy plays a part in a lot of the money downfalls but we all have to hold our own selfs accountable for what we do , how we do it and how we say it and how we live it.. So now if anyone wants to curse me or call me names or tell me I'm this and that please go for it.if it makes you feel better. as I am responsible for my life and my words.. All I ask is for the prayers and words of wisdom and help continues for me and my family and I shall do the same for all of you.. May God Bless you all!!! Have a Blessed day!!!!
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mamashe/sheshe
 in response to cashay...   Cathay, this is exactly my point. your telling us this book will change our lives and I'm asking you "what has it done for your life" It doesn't look to me like it's working out to well for you my dear. mamashe
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mamashe/sheshe
 in response to cashay...   Cathay: I'm so sorry you feel that way about my statement and I didn't intend any malice towards you. I just don't undersand how a bright intelligent woman such as yourself can just stay in the sme house for 13 years with a man that treats you so badly; Maybe if you could explain to me how it makes you feel better to come here to aidpage and tell us over and over how this tyrant treats you. I do't know if your aware of this or not but you repeat yourself over and over saying the same things. As far as Schmidty goes, he happens to be one of the finest aidmates we have among us and I think he is just as confused as I am why you stay with your husband and how can you teach others something that obviously hasn't worked for you. Just help us understand why you have to repeat over and over the horrible things your husband does to you and then turn around and attack verbally those of us that are trying to understand just what your mental capacity is. Sincerely mamashe/sheshe
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Schmidty

I hope and pray that everyone who is here today has a warm comfortable fuzzy feeling day. Smiles to everyone.

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Schmidty

 in response to cashay...   yada yada yada. Today is a new day this will be the only post I make to you. You got the attention you wanted, you have been given information you can use, char 6 has offered one to ones and I'm not going to waste any more time with you. Im sorry that you are in the position you are in but I can't help but have my doubts. So, good luck on your journey in your head, watch out for the speed bumps. Good Day.

Oh, yeah, look who's starting it today and yesterday. I got to go get a towel , I'm going to cry again.

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Schmidty
 in response to lbart123...   I might add, for that rain sound they have CD's at Walmart. I don't know the cost but if you have that much trouble sleeping then it might well be worth it.
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Schmidty
 in response to char6...   I thank you . Hope your day goes better than yesterday.Smile and the whole world smiles with you.
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mamashe/sheshe
 in response to char6...   Char6, thankyou for espressing exactly what I feel as well. When I read ElaineOf TSA's post to Schmidty, you and I ...I was dumbfounded...I think I have written maybe 2 or 3 very short posts to this Cathay and she is loving every moment of the back and forth postings, she just says the same thing over and over only using different words once in awhile. I really feel she needs help from a mental health clinic or councelor but we can't make her seek help, she is going to have to get it herself. I'm shocked that Elaine thought we were taunting her. anyway, thankyou for speaking out and letting me come in on your shirttails sincerely mmashe/sheshe
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mamashe/sheshe
 in response to Mimzy...   Well my love when my flowers and vines get to the point that they start releasing thier breathtaking aromas I will bottle up some of that wonderfulness and then I will press some of the smaller flowers and seal them tightly in an envelope and you shall have your early morning tea with all of natures magic. You mentioned the smell of fresh cut grass and I have to admit that I can hardly wait for springs first cutting of the lawn, that pungent fresh smell permeates my soul and above all of natures gifts it's the fresh cut grass that can take me back to a little 5 year old girl in one second flat.I need to write you a one to one and find out where you are as far filling you in, OK? Thankyou for the walk through the garden. love Sincerely mamashe/sheshe
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Mimzy
 in response to mamashe/sheshe...   I'm glad you liked the visualization I offered to lbart123 - seeking to assist her. I am glad that you have nature so close to enjoy. I am stuck in the suburbia of a city - not far from the industrial park.
The wind brings the scent of soap or cookies over the area now and then...other times the foul scent of the paper mill waifs over. But for the most part it blows those smells the other way...so I'm able to smell the soft morning dew, the scent of fresh cut grass and spring growth...yet I do miss the richer scents of the country.

It's in the 70's right now and it's 4am - the summer is going to prove to be unbearable if it stays high like this. I need to find some place where the weather is more temperate and not so extreme.
I'm still in the dark, awaiting you to enlighten me about events I've missed in the past few weeks. I hope that you are feeling well and that the coming summer won't be too hot where you are at.

Talk soon...
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Anonymous
 in response to mamashe/sheshe...   Hello and good to hear from you! Its been a busy busy month so far, lots of work both me and my husband trying to juggle our schedules and the kids..well how is your family? its been so long since we talked, when things slow down, ill send ya a nice long email and we can catch up.
Take care
love
char
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Mimzy
 in response to lbart123...   It is a pleasure to offer what assistance I am able.
I wish you wellness and peace.
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lbart123
 in response to Mimzy...   Hi Mimzy's
Most of the time im lucky if i fall asleep by 3 or 4 in the morning,its hard to sleep at times,and a lot of times ill open my bedroom window and let the brezz hit me,i love the sound of rain thats when i sleep and rest the best.some times its so hard to get my breath but i try what you said and if i don't panic it helps.thank you again for careing.
Linda
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Anonymous
 in response to Schmidty...   no one has the right to criticize anyone else for what they do or don't believe. As we know, there are plenty of scammers here looking for a handout and its unfair that some have given their hard earned money for a hard-luck story. Most everyone here has a story and is just trying to make it as it is. Im not trying to Abuse anyone as some have suggested, and I know its not your intention either, but to get to the bottome of why someone cries our for help then rejects it..its very disturbing to think she is really living in the hell she describes and I have contacted her one to one to offer support in her area and options to continuing to accept the abuse. That being said, due diligence for anyone suggesting that questioning her intentions is abuse. Everyone needs to make their own choices about what they accept as true here. If we had done this months ago, perhaps our sly and deceitful ghost writer wouldn't have had the opportunity to hurt so many trusting people here with lies and betrayal. I applaud you for standing up and asking the right questions. Thank you for your honesty and directness. It is refreshing.
Toodles
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Starshine
 in response to Schmidty...   thank you and I had a sandwich of it then my dinner. Good night and hope Tuesday is better for both of us and everyone
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Schmidty
 in response to Starshine...   Sometimes if you take a piece of bread, or two, it will keep that from happening. After two more post, I'm heading to bed. Good Night to you . Hope tomorrow is much better.
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Starshine
 in response to Schmidty...   Leg is very encouraging. And he have to do a culture and the only drug I don't react to starting out in small dosages not 500 two times a day was cipro. me and medicine don't mix.
I hope no more medicine as I could get take it and it was making me sick to my stomach last night.
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Schmidty
 in response to Starshine...   I'm doing! Surviving.It sounds as if you leg is doing real well.Very encouraging. Is the doctor going to give you different medicine since that one breaks you out?
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